Tuesday, November 16, 2010

A Freestyle Piece: Moment of Clarity - 11/16/10

"Moment of clarity: why must there be a difference between equality and parity? Distinguishing between the two creates such a disparity that bringing someone up to par is considered charity, yet the necessity to do so is encumbered with verity. Verily, we are all one race, one people. But scarily, we continue to focus on our idiosyncrasies, and it makes us a divided sheeple."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: My Quarters Will Be All Gone - 11/16/10

"I live with heartache on the day-to-day; love's a game, seems like it's pay-to-play. Spending quarters of my time on games that I'm losing at; I feel like I'm going for broke, I keep losing track. It's not the difficulty, it's the game itself; if you don't do everything just right, you get left. As it stands, I get it all wrong; sooner or later though, my quarters will be all gone."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: To Be in Love Is to Keep - 11/16/10

"To appreciate is to grasp, to cherish is to hold, to love is to have, to be in love is to keep. The hands of time can wrest anything from anyone; anything had can be lost without the proper grip. However, anything kept is permanent, etched in the minds, hearts, and souls of those involved."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Young Violence - 11/16/10

"Not much speaks louder than violence...young souls attempting to break their silence...they're knocking at the devil's door, continuing to greet these sins; they stopped asking for the Lord while trying to meet these ends. His way wasn't fast enough, they needed haste; they heard about sin and needed a taste. Sin is much too sweet though, and now they have cavities; young souls afflicted with voluntary depravity."


-A. Lewis

Just Some Thoughts: The Art of Conversation - 11/16/10

"The art of conversation is critical. You can find out all you need to know through asking the right questions. You don't have to interrogate someone, but you should ask them about the things that matter, like what they want to be in life and what they consider success to be. You can gauge a personality on the answers to those types of questions. Also, pay close attention to what someone wants to know about you."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: The Bud I Can't Nip - 11/16/10

‎"If I see you again, everything's going to change. Tried to let you go, but I still linger on your name. Your eyes, your smile, your size, your style; they strike me every time like the first. I'd put the future on hold to revisit your part of my past, though I vowed not to repeat mistakes and you're part of my last. I'm clumsy, you're a trip; I don't want to fall but you're a slip...you're the bud I just can't nip."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Since When Is Love Available for Purchase? - 11/16/10

"Since when is love available for purchase? I guess it went on sale when you forgot what your worth is. He buys you gifts and takes you out for dinner. You swear that he's a winner; remember: buying patronages made 'saints' out of sinners. Your inner peace is fading with every penetration; you're holding out for his heart, you'll never finish waiting. You sold your heart without him ever truly paying."


-A. Lewis

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

A Poem: Colored Woman - 11/11/10

"What is it about Black? Like the rose that grew from the concrete, the Black woman is the rainbow that came from darkness, using harrowing tribulations as the prism through which she shined her enduring, effulgent, and enamoring light of excellent exception. Whatever she did was excluded from demotic generalizations; it was always tinged in amazing, deeply hued in raw femininity. Every facet of her being was a different color. From the scarlet passion that stained men like blood, to the fiery orange drive that was at the heart of her steam engine ambition. Good men made her as yellow as the bricked-road she believed she had to travel to find one, but she always presented herself as a golden opportunity. This woman's womb cradled civilization long before it could grow to maul her. She was once gravid with the original leaders of the world; now a whore is what they call her. She has been devalued, her sparkling silver soul now a beaten-down bronze. But she shines nevertheless. So many shades of skin...she comes in all earth tones, from a magnificent mahogany to an exquisite ecru. Her hair varies from coarse locks of ebony that represent the strong bonds of her people, to dyed, silky strands of excelled adaptation, to natural curls of inherent complexity, to afros of concerted solidarity, to close cuts of equality. Oh how she represents for her people. When her men were sold away, she turned the pale blues of depression into the royal blue of heritage through enduring. When her men were hung, she turned the sanguine reds of bloodshed into vibrant pinks of romance through carrying the flame until death. When her men were disenfranchised, she turned the grey area of women's participation into an area of great Black pride, standing side-by-side with her brothers in the fight. Even when her own brothers leave her black and blue, emotionally and physically, she turns bruises into lessons and heartbreaks into stepping stones, all while her sweet-as-sugar white smile gleams through it all. Not even the welcomed challenge of motherhood could dim her light, as her glow illuminates children, turning boys into shining examples of Black men and girls into scintillating model Black women, even if she has to do it on her own or through a time of crisis. No amount of darkness has kept her down. She has been green with envy before, but can one blame her? She's been forced to work in fields of green, forced to eat what greens she can prepare, and denied the right to be fairly employed to work for greenbacks. Now women turn shades of jade when they see the Black woman's body, a testament to her strength. Tests of time have eroded her body into a thing of sheer beauty, bending and curving in ways her will never could. For all the grace she's displayed in the face of disrespect and dehumanization, her body has become the manifestation. She IS royalty. She is a queen by default, as she was once the only woman that existed. Purple runs through her veins, mixing with the blue heritage to form an indigo mystique that shades everything about her. It is a wonder how she exists in such a way, showing her resplendent colors like a vivacious violet on a Sunday afternoon. A truly timeless art form, her colors never fade. An endless rainbow of God's divine light lies within her, and only a Black woman could wrest a spectrum of light from the dark. She is....no, YOU ARE a Colored Woman. A kaleidoscopic soul featuring visions of the cosmos, flashes of divinity, and glimmers of perfection."

Colored Woman, this one's for you.

-A. Lewis

Saturday, November 6, 2010

A Freestyle Piece: Moths To the Light - 11/6/10

‎"Your mind can be bright, but ladies seem only to be attracted to what's glossed to the sight. Yet when they see your future, they start buzzing around like moths to the light. That's when you start acting averse like goths to the light, letting them know they can't be around if they move slow like sloths to the light..."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Just a Few Gentlemen - 11/6/10

‎"The drinks are getting topped off, but you don't have to take your top off; sit back and relax as another top is popped off. Worries were dropped off at the door; grab a glass of pleasure, take a sip of chill. You and that baby face have serious whip appeal. We keep the lights low, and the smiles bright; all eyes on us since our style's right. Who are we? Just a few gentlemen. Intelligent, polite, inclined to win."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Strong Woman - 11/6/10

‎"Your strength is beautiful...it presents poetic pieces of productivity and paints the prettiest pictures of poise. Boys can't see the illustrations, it takes the eyes of a man who knows the finer points of appreciation. How you carry yourself is what upholds your reputation, and yours is one that constantly reaffirms its accreditation. Never fazed by what life throws, you're always ready to travel where life goes."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: What Pain Does - 11/6/10

"Pain does one of two things: it either builds immunity or breeds apprehension. Immunity can lead to apathy, while apprehension brings a very tentative strength. You want to be guarded, but you don't want to not be vulnerable; finding the middle-ground is of great difficulty. Open up to the right things. The person that makes you weak is one thing; the person that lauds and wants to bolster your strength is another."


-A. Lewis

A Quote: Pursuing the Wrong People - 11/6/10

‎"The time we lose trying to will our way into someone's heart is time that could've been gained by someone wanting their way into ours."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: Offer Love - 11/6/10

"Ask not much of the world, for its remuneration varies by interpretation. Simply offer the world love, understanding, and compassion; the people that matter will reciprocate, the ambivalent will appreciate, and those that don't matter will denigrate. You'll have all you need; reciprocity and appreciation will always trump denigration."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Your Problem Is That It Feels Right - 11/6/10

"What exactly is the crime? My affection or your reception? Your election to put up walls in hope of deflection came without success; susceptible is the lonely soul whose only hold on reality is believing in the fallacy of the entire opposite sex exhibiting inadequacy. Such inaccuracy is the result of emotional sties on the eyes of mind that relies on sight. Blinded by my light, your problem is that it feels right.."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Why Hurt the One That Still Waits? - 11/6/10

‎"Are the memories sedentary? Set in the stone of being left alone to stagnate? Or do I cross your mind at times...fleeting photos of frolicking fun, fettered to fear. I could've been the Michael Phelps of your ocean-deep feelings, but you tied me to the past...dooming me to drown, enjoying me while I could last. Those weights seal fates and fill plates. Fakes rush and inflict cuts; why hurt the one that still waits?"


-A. Lewis

A Quote: Apathy - 11/6/10

‎"Where there is apathy grows darkness, for malice manifests and breeds where it can exist without notice."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: I Shouldn't Have Fallen For You - 11/6/10

"I can't sleep, thoughts of you are better than dreams. Yellow people telling me to slow down, but I'm seeing greens; rushing full-steam into whatever we have. I'm in heaven whenever we laugh; but I descend when we're apart. I thought this thing was moving; it seems it didn't start; my heart jumped to conclusions based on my mind's illusions. I shouldn't have fallen for you, but I tripped over my desire's confusion."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: How Many Have Ambition? - 11/6/10

"Most guys have swagger and all have dreams; but how many have ambition and really know what it means? A vision is the meat, but what about the greens? The dedication, sleep deprivation, and attention to the small things? It's unhealthy to shape the future without sewing the seams; to balance life and work without knowing the beams. You can't always flow with the stream; gotta swim for awhile then forge in between."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: The Fall Is Worse Than the Impact - 11/6/10

‎"The fall is worse than the impact...you spend so much time trying to get back. Problem is, you didn't get there alone. A loan was all you were given...throughout the lovemaking there was love-faking, so a lie you were living. All the affection was untrue, creating pain no one can undo...but no pain is worse than plunging through the sky, falling from the high; not even watching yourself die with every tear you cry."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Sandcastles - 11/6/10

"I just keep building castles as the sands of time mix with these tears of mine. Lines became so blurred that I ended up walking in obscured circles of obliviousness; what living is this? Logic gave way to impulse as your lies left my trust with a thin pulse. Hope was on a tightrope; yet the balance between naivete and optimism was skewing as you continued doing dirt. The plunge was more painful than the hurt..."


-A. Lewis

A Freestyle Piece: Take Off Your Cool - 11/6/10

‎"Take off your cool. Put a little arch in that back and relax. The facts show that your last go at this was a bad show of kiss and tell; miss and fail would be a better name, he wouldn't have gotten far even if he had better game. Let her wane; I'm speaking of the side of you that's seeking to allow your self-sufficiency to trump your love deficiency. The mission, see, is to show you what you've been missing: me."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: Wires Crossing - 11/6/10

"A man needs to be needed, a woman needs to be loved. A man's need comes from his ego, a woman's need comes from her insecurity. A needy man plays on insecurities to have his ego stroked; an insecure woman strokes egos to attain love. Men become insecure when their egos aren't fed; women become egotistical when their insecurities flare. Wires are most often crossed when desire is found where necessity was lost."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: A Woman's Submission - 11/6/10

"A woman's submission is her mind's way of accepting the man you've been, her heart's way of appreciating the man you are, and her soul's way of investing in the man you're going to be. This is why a man must dedicate innumerable amounts of time, respect, and candor to his woman; her submission is the greatest intangible he could ever earn."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: We Must Love Ourselves - 11/6/10

"What you think of yourself always shows in how you treat yourself. A negative mind pollutes the soul, which upsets the body. If you repeatedly chase those you can't have, you likely don't think you're worth any attention. If you constantly fall in/out of love, you're likely trying to find a way to love yourself through others. We must love ourselves; no one can do it for us, only the right ones will do it with us."


-A. Lewis

A Brief Philosophy: Gentals Are Spiritual - 11/6/10

‎"Our genitals are spiritual. It's an extension of a man and a deep part of a woman. How you treat those parts is how you treat yourself. Men, if you put it anywhere, you might: create bad situations, make rash decisions, and not have your priorities right. Ladies, if you're very 'open', you might: be easily deceived, and be self-destructive trying to find love, the love you should have for yourself. Think about it."


-A. Lewis